

Each day I look up to my life and review its panoramic changing dimension.
My mind buzzing with several queries yet not in the stable form to give them words.
I get agitated with the web of queries I am entangled in. I speak not a word. I just move on. Laugh and live and sometimes sulkily reflect. Loneliness is the companion I seek to well out my brewing thoughts. Loneliness doesn’t make me feel alone; rather it gives me the freedom to be Me.
Sometimes some moment you just need to talk to yourself and listen to your inner thoughts which are words of your soul. Each day the life surprises us and in the plethora of noise surrounding us, we forget to hear the whispers of our inner thoughts. We speak million words and hear zillion messages but we forget each day the most important self called “Ouselves”.
I seek loneliness with vengeance; its my most supportive companion and frees me from all the clutter of worldly noise. And in the arms of loneliness I relish the memories of my loved ones.
Loneliness is never lonely when I am talking to myself. I cry with joy and laugh at the behest of some beautiful moments and I feel satisfied. I feel close to the almighty. I thank Him for His blessings and His mercy.
In loneliness, I feel closer to Him and feel as if He is listening to all my supplications. I feel as if I am the blessed child. God do really communicate through our souls and my God really does.
In loneliness, I feel the cluttered canvas of my life becomes clear and there resurfaces my soul with its visage being painted with mélange of beautiful hues of love and care of my loved ones and the mystique halo hue of God shrouding them. There’s something mystic and beautiful about it when I came face to face with myself. When I am just ME. period

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