my thots...after a long hiatus!!

The hideous and confused hues
Trapped in the abysmal
Canvas of thots.
Painted white n black;
And grey.
The time slides off.
Unheard n untouched.
Life changes
Unpredictable happens.
Life goes on.
Destiny counts.
Horoscopes astrology..
..looking back nothing counts.
They exist in some haze..
..a shrouded hope..
The mind trapped in
The histories of life.
Stoops low, ebbs high..
..flows in the veins.
Something somewhr
Stopped.
But gave way to
New horizons..
Childhood n innocence betrayed..
And shielded away
Behind the visages
Of wisdom.
Maturity is jst a word.
Experiences- a loss of moments
Memories of longings n false desires!
The expectations change.
Like an ever-flowing
Stream, flowing
Amidst pebbles,
Stones n mounds.
Nothing to stop.
Slows down t gain forces;
Bt nvr it stops.
Life so shimmering
N ever changing.
It surprises me!
Many leave.
Few stay…close to the feelings the mortal heart holds..
Memories stick
To the mind.
Yet another day.
Yet a life anew.
Life so unpredictable.
Each moment
Unfolds something new!!!!...