Friday, November 5, 2010
my companion..
I travelled far and wide;
Leaving the places and ;
Parts of my heart.
Lonely and alone.
None do accompanied me.
I rested my weeping eyes.
But, the stars followed me;
Miles after miles.
Feminine sense urged me
To open my eyes.
We gazed at each other.
The stars did shine.
We were static.
While the world moved on.
It was a dark moonless night.
No soul for any company.
But the stars did shine.
Shined on me.
Leaving the places and ;
Parts of my heart.
Lonely and alone.
None do accompanied me.
I rested my weeping eyes.
But, the stars followed me;
Miles after miles.
Feminine sense urged me
To open my eyes.
We gazed at each other.
The stars did shine.
We were static.
While the world moved on.
It was a dark moonless night.
No soul for any company.
But the stars did shine.
Shined on me.
TO BE LOST IN YOU...
The darkness enlightened my path.
I moved on.
My eyes peered in the darkness;
And showed me the way.
The groping hands didn’t find support;
Helped me to move.
I treaded sometimes on roses;
But mostly on thorns.
Cruel visages existed under the veneer of smiles.
I didn’t notice in the dark.
Barefooted, I limped on.
The fairy white gown;
Entangled in the hugging flowers
And pricking thorns.
Sometimes torn.
Sometimes filthy.
Yet I moved on.
The cold heartbreaks
And warm love unnerved me.
Yet I walked on.
I heard the howling
Of feral beasts.
I heard the whisper
Of jealous lips.
I heard the cry
Of faceless babies.
I heard the whining
Of deserted old age.
I heard the sweet nothings
Of enchanted lovers.
I heard and I moved on.
Cut and bruised, I opened my eyes.
The light did shine on me.
The Shams and the Rabab;
Enthralled my existence.
The light questioned;
And my eyes prevaricated.
It tried showing me the path
And I balked.
The stygian gloom had
Inured me too much.
I had strained too hard in the darkness
To face the light.
The Iris blinked hard.
My world had gone into serene silence.
I feel the light in my soul.
Feelings are mine;
Soul is the diamond.
I was penitent.
With misty eyes;
Saw my path enlightened.
Heard the Moonlit Serenade.
I have found myself.
To be lost in thou forever.
Monday, September 20, 2010
In the bliss of loneliness!!
Each day I look up to my life and review its panoramic changing dimension.
My mind buzzing with several queries yet not in the stable form to give them words.
I get agitated with the web of queries I am entangled in. I speak not a word. I just move on. Laugh and live and sometimes sulkily reflect. Loneliness is the companion I seek to well out my brewing thoughts. Loneliness doesn’t make me feel alone; rather it gives me the freedom to be Me.
Sometimes some moment you just need to talk to yourself and listen to your inner thoughts which are words of your soul. Each day the life surprises us and in the plethora of noise surrounding us, we forget to hear the whispers of our inner thoughts. We speak million words and hear zillion messages but we forget each day the most important self called “Ouselves”.
I seek loneliness with vengeance; its my most supportive companion and frees me from all the clutter of worldly noise. And in the arms of loneliness I relish the memories of my loved ones.
Loneliness is never lonely when I am talking to myself. I cry with joy and laugh at the behest of some beautiful moments and I feel satisfied. I feel close to the almighty. I thank Him for His blessings and His mercy.
In loneliness, I feel closer to Him and feel as if He is listening to all my supplications. I feel as if I am the blessed child. God do really communicate through our souls and my God really does.
In loneliness, I feel the cluttered canvas of my life becomes clear and there resurfaces my soul with its visage being painted with mélange of beautiful hues of love and care of my loved ones and the mystique halo hue of God shrouding them. There’s something mystic and beautiful about it when I came face to face with myself. When I am just ME. period
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